you (part 1)

well.
i love you.
i know.
cause i do.
i really do.
ive been thinking about it for a very long time.
long before it all begun.
long before you even realize it.
then that thing happened.
only then i realize, i need to step up the game.
i do.
i did.
but then i take a step back.
u know y?
"let it go. if it meant to be yours to keep, it will come back, eventually."
so i let u go.
but then u tell your side story.
and i know.
how i know?
"feel it with ur heart, if it right, it calms u."
yeah, that decision really made me calm.
it calms me.
it did.
but the calms came with butterfly in my stomach (i like that feelings tho).